I'm kind of in a lot of pain...
Tommy fucked Sam really hard to shut him up and, well I guess he musta forgot I'd feel it too so :/
Oh well, its not that big of a deal.
Ville you need to come see me so I can make you feel better! Or try. :(
And I... I can't stop thinking about Mick...
I don't feel good.

Mick...
Is gone...
I can't...
Breathe...

I don't have a best friend anymore cause my best friends are gone...
I'm sick Ii dont feel good I'm throwing up...
Its all my fault...
Wanna go home...
Its all not fair... NOTHING IS FAIR!
I'm going to sleep and I'm not waking up...

( ....  )

This really sucks, everything sucks :(
I'd say I want Tommy, but I'm sure he doesn't want me.

Another year of being miserable and making people miserable on the way.
And now everyone is gonna like Sam more than me.
I'll be gone by the end of the year.

I-i didn't even kiss anyone on New Year...

That was nice :/
I love you Tommy...

MICK SAID HE LIKED HIS PRESENT! That made me so happy cause I was all "omg he's not gonna like it" but he did!
I got him a pretty blue guitar and he named it after me, Vince!
I don't think I've ever had anything named after me :O
Well then we went on a date to the cafeteria. WELL not really a date kind of nope... :(
But it was fun! I'm gonna throw him a party now, and sorry Trent but you're not invited. ^^
The only thing I'm sad about is that I haven't seen Tommy all day and I'm getting kind of worried because maybe something happened and I mean I would go find him but I'm scared to leave cause then he might come back! D:

( But I haven't done one of these in a while! )